I haven't posted enough today

Darrin got his results from his last blood test today. His cholesterol is thirty points higher. His triglycerides are nearly 700. He has elevated stuff in his thyroid whatever. Nearly everything that should be lower is higher. I keep remembering that Darrin's father suffered his first heart attack at age 43. I keep remembering that his mother had quintuple bypass surgery at 59 and suffered heart failure on the operating table.

Sometimes I joke about what I'll do if Darrin dies. Truthfully, I really don't know. So I've decided he's not going to. Denial feels good.